intertwined, sewn together.

I chose to plant some love in my heart when I was staring at the trees in front of my house. The trees were lovely and seemed very kind, and we became best friends since then. Every day, I’m being bathed in the warmth of the sun; it’s very comforting and warm. Every day, I find love everywhere; it almost feels like love’s the one that found me, but I know that I’m looking for love in my heart too. Every day, I’m being reminded by my loved ones that I’m loved very deeply. One day, I chose to love love, and today, it chooses to love me back. There are a bunch of kindness in front of me, there are a bunch of trees swaying back and forth following wherever the wind blows, and there are a bunch of love in any form possible. You are one of the loves that I found in this beautiful world, and you become the sweetest form of love. Everything becomes much better ever since I’ve known you; I start knowing what love truly means, I start loving everything I’ll face in the morning when I wake up, I start living.

Because of the love you share with me, our hearts become intertwined, and they start sewing together. Trying to complement each other’s flaws, trying to connect with each other, trying to share each other’s love to each other. And our hearts aren’t the only thing that’s intertwined, but our hands and our souls too. The way you feel and the way you’re trying to tell me about the love you have for me makes me want to cry. You have a love that’s very nurturing and very natural to the point I’m crying. And I become much more sentimental than before. I’m crying just because of the thought that a human is able to love another human being. I’m crying just because of the feeling that I’m feeling in the moment when the sun wraps me up with its warming light. And I’m crying just because the trees are growing. You turn me into someone that I never thought I would be, in a very good way. I become much stronger to live, I become much happier.

It turns out that this is the love that feels like love; it’s natural, as easy as breathing, just like fresh air. I once felt like I was drowning in the sea of tears and gloominess. I couldn’t breathe. It almost felt like I should just drown and die. But, you came and lent me your hand, your presence brought so much joy and warmth. That’s when I knew that I’d be falling in love with the thought of love, and it’s because of you. Every day feels very simple; every morning all I can argue with you is when we have to choose which mugs we should use for a cup of tea. Everything changes naturally.

I love the thought of loving you. I love the thought of taking care of you. You’re the autumn that says hello, followed by a gentle breeze in the morning when summer bids me farewell. I am loving a lot. And all of that is because of you.